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This feeling, that is deep inside me,
this feeling that leaves me feeling so sad,
this feeling that makes me feel the world is such a dread,
this feeling that makes me want to sit down and cry,
this feeling that makes me crazy,
that makes me feel like everything is wrong,
that everything is just not right,
I feel so mad, at myself, at him, at everyone,
at all those people who seem to have a perfect life,
all those people, that seem to have what I don't have,
all those people that make my life seem so.......

I can't even say it,
I don't know how to describe this feeling that is in my chest,
Like a big empty space that I can't fill,
a big empty space that hurts, that makes me sad,
makes me want to give up and die.
I need something....hope...that everything will be ok,
I need some sign that tells me that time will get better again,
that I will be happy again, I just need a little sign,
just one, that is all.
I just want to know, that it will be ok,
that my tears will stop and my laughter will follow,
just one sign....God if you are listening please hear me out,
all I ask is for a sign, just one,
please please just one sign...